Winterly

First snow of the year fell.

Nothing really stuck but i still played in it anyways. I really love winter.

The bite on your cheeks when the wind blows by .

Hot Cocoa or tea just means so much more when it warms you up.

I'm doing better now I think. Watching Planet Earth while I work. 

I'm feeling very abandoned right now even though I shouldn't.
I'm feeling like nothing is going to work out like I want it to, and I'm not sure if that is true or not.
I want to feel needed again.

Craziness

There's construction going on at the office right now and the bastards keep tripping the alarm. I'm stressed, tired, and I really haven't stopped having a headache for a few days now so it's not really helping.

I've had wayyyy too many ups and downs lately and my lack of scanner is making things difficult to upload anything new.

I guess my lack of anything is really the issue.

Anything I actually want right now anyways.

I also have my court date tommorow.

I swear to god she is trying to kill me.

Hmm.

So quite a few excitements.

More money from a job.

New Friends.

New Hair.

Stress level has gone down quite a bit.

I went to Jack's Thanksgiving and it was absolutely wonderful.










I can't wait for snow.

Status

So I went down to Portland for some good fun and excitement. Met some cool new people and just plain awesome all the way around. Hopefully next time I will not be taking the trek alone. 3 hours alone in a car gets real dull, real fast.

The tattoo is in its itchy scabby phase, almost ready for some decent pictures.

Also the usual fighting, not fighting, LOTS of fighting and hopefully settling down.

Shit has also hit the proverbial fan at work too.

Lots and lots of stress this week.

Tattoo

So I made a flickr Slide show of my tattoo ordeal.

It hurt like a bitch. My arm feels like someone is punching it non stop.

but it's amazing, I love it.

I'll post better pictures once my arm stops looking like a giant bruise.

Tattoooooo